It's been a while....

I know I haven't been keeping up with this but I just didn't have anything to write about lately. Anyway, I have been searching for a job to no avail ,seems as if I am now a part of the many that the economic situation the country is in is affecting. I had to take a step back from my poor pitiful me feelings and remember that it could be much worse. I had to stop and pray about it. I remembered how moving affected me when I was young and the truth is it didn't. My parents made sure that my brother and I had everything we needed. We were in the extra activites that we wanted and never went without. Did I get to wear Tommy Hilfigure? No, but I had awesome clothes. Did I get to go and get my nails done like some of the other girls ? No and did this make me unhappy? No, it wasn't anything that scarred me. The things that scarred me are for another blog. I needed to remember that my child comes first and he is provided for no matter what. We have food, clothes and anything he needs. Can I go out and pamper my self? No, but I do things for myself and again I pray and thank God for the blessing we do have. A wonderful family who love and support us. Friends that love us no matter where we are. When I remember that I don't feel so hopeless any more. I just needed to have a little "come to Jesus" talk with my self. So that's it! Thanks for listening!